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Reading in Bed

6/30/2022

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It's a rare night when I go to sleep without reading at least a few pages in a book.

Reading in bed is a part of my bedtime routine. After prepping my face, brushing my teeth, and tossing back the covers, I crawl into bed with whatever book I'm reading.

I always lay on my stomach, prop my chin on my pillow, and toss the blanket up nearly over my head. This creates a cozy cocoon that is perfect for reading - particularly in the winter. Only my hands and forearms stick out as I hold the book and turn the pages.

Some nights I am able to read 50 pages. Other nights, I get only 5 to 10 pages into a book before my eyes shut and I pass out. First, I notice that I'm blinking a lot. Then, I realize that my head is bobbing and I've read the same paragraph several times. Finally, my eyes shut and I acknowledge to myself that I'm falling asleep.

Sometimes, I am able to rouse myself enough to close my book and settle back to sleep. Many nights, it's my husband who finds me asleep. Somehow, my hands always keep the book open, saving my spot. My husband is used to coming into our room, taking off my glasses, putting a bookmark where I stopped, and placing everything on my nightstand before he turns out the light. It's routine at this point.

I find that if I don't fall asleep reading, I won't have as restful a night. There is something about reading myself into slumber that leads to better rest. It helps turn my brain off for the day and disconnect from whatever may be stressing me out.

These last few moments in bed are something I look forward to every night. They are just for me. Even when the book I am reading is decidedly bad, I still need to read a few pages in order to sleep well. Reading is bed is a simple pleasure, but it's one that brings me great joy and equilibrium. 

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The Now: June 29, 2022

6/29/2022

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After last Friday's Supreme Court decision, I find myself struggling to get through the day. It's really hard to motivate myself when I know that this country does not see me as a full citizen. Why should I keep going if I don't matter?  

But I'm taking each day one at a time. My emotions are still high but I'm trying to focus on the things I can do right now.

Here's what has my focus.

WORK
  • Research Assignment Design: Did another pass of coding. This time, I worked on where emotions and emotional description arose in the transcript. It's impossible to remove emotions from the research process. On this pass, I looked at where the interviewee specially discussed or expressed emotions either with regards to themselves or their students.
  • Presentations and Publications: I gave my organizational webinar on internal communications. It went well and ended with some great conversation and questions. Now, for a break.
  • LibGuides: No movement here. 
  • Instruction: I thought about starting to clean up my instruction folder but it's a daunting task. I'm pushing this one off for a bit. I did review our revamped request form. It's long but SO MUCH better than our old method.
  • Administration: I did a deep clean of my email. I deleted a ton of stuff and added tasks to my Trello workspace. Renamed a few more folders and files in my OneDrive. This is a slow but steady project.

PERSONAL
  • Estate Planning: [thisclose] to finishing the conversion of my last account. Just waiting on the company to finish something on their end.
  • Email Newsletter: I'm wrangling my last scheduled cross-promotion. I also added The Sample as an automatic cross-promotion through Substack. Interestingly, I had someone I cross-promoted with a while ago reach out to discuss how I decided to offer paid subscriptions. It was a nice conversation.
  • Home Projects: Started poking the husband to schedule a professional house cleaning for my birthday. It's the bestest present ever.
  • Hobbies: I wanted to send out some feminist postcards to my friends, but I just couldn't work up the energy. Maybe this weekend.

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The Weekly Wrap: June 26, 2022

6/26/2022

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I am not okay. I'm not going to pretend otherwise.

When the first news alert about Roe v. Wade being overturned hit my inbox, I felt it in my gut. I spent the next few hours alternating between sobbing, screaming into a pillow, and raging with the women in my life. None of us are okay.

I'm not going to be okay for a long time.

I expended so much emotion that day I exhausted myself. I settled into a state of numbness that has not left me.

I want to flip tables. I want to scream. I want to go running through the streets demanding that others join me in righting this wrong. I want to squeeze my daughter in a hug so close that nothing can hurt her. I want to crawl into a ball under the covers on my bed and never come out.

Most of all, I want to know why being a woman means you're not a full, autonomous human in this country. 

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  • How to manage work overload. [HBR - may be paywalled]
  • Find the productivity system which works for you. [Evernote]
  • We need more consequences for bad actions. [All In Her Head]
  • The myth of effortlessness. [In Pursuit of Clean Countertops]
  • I'm going to have to try this in my teaching. [Faculty Focus]
  • Visiting a museum can help you feel better. [Hyperallergic]
  • I did not know that this was the process for making tempeh. [Later On - reader submission]
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  • Dogs: Always amazing. [Short Wave]
  • The humble checklist is a powerful tool. [Hidden Brain]
  • Dreaming of dinosaurs. [Short Wave]
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  • The summary for Triple Frontier basically only listed the two lead actors. There was no other info. But, I like both Ben Affleck and Oscar Isaac, so we went with it. The movie was fine. It was a heist flick that turned into a story about man vs. man and man vs. self.  [Netflix]
  • We finally got around to seeing Knives Out and now we know what all the hype is about.  I knew this was a murder mystery with a stellar cast but that was about it. I did not know that James Bond put on a southern accent. This movie has clever editing which adds some oomph to the story. The plot is convoluted but it's also not designed to be overly tricky. Definitely recommend. [Amazon Prime]
  • For our current weekday series, we've started the Flux arc of Doctor Who. The first episodes of this arc are a lot of set up. There's tons of callback to Doctor Who lore. Don't blink. I'm intrigued by the new main monster (and the look of said monster is incredible). It will be interesting to see how this comes together because there are lot of strings of plot and character being pulled. [HBO Max]
  • Clicked on this because I had to know what duck frosting was. [Lifehacker]
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  • After a weekend full of eating out, we wanted some lighter (but still filling) fare on our menu. I made shrimp with white beans, spinach, and tomatoes. The recipe calls for two cans of beans and I only used one. It was still plenty. I always use the entire bag of spinach because it shrinks down to nothing. We both wanted to eat this with a crusty bread, so we are making a note of that for next time. [The Kitchn]
  • I've been trying to rotate some new sheet pan meals into our menu because they are easy. This week, I made baked sausages with apples. It's similar to another sheet pan dish we love that uses sweet potato. This one uses white potatoes, adds carrots, and includes a honey glaze. That makes it just different enough I didn't want to be eating the other dish. [Jo Cooks]
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Just Good Things: NO

6/24/2022

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There is nothing good about today. 
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The Now: June 22, 2022

6/22/2022

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Utmost project in my life right now is the logistical acrobatics to get our toddler vaccinated. While DC said where vaccines would be and how many shots of each would be available, they didn't say anything else. Between Twitter searches and the daycare/mom communication network, we think we have it figured out. Fingers crossed our kiddo has her first shot today.

Here's what else is going on.

WORK
  • Research Assignment Design: No movement here. I hope to do some coding later this week.
  • Presentations: I tweaked my slides on internal communications for my audience tomorrow. Then I'm going to take a break from presenting for a few months. That said, already working on all the paperwork to fly out to my conference in October.
  • LibGuides: Had a meeting today to get feedback about our Black Studies guide that was super helpful. Will start working with that and the Latinx feedback soon.
  • Instruction: We are spit-balling activity ideas and working on a shared drive of material. I keep staring at my list of content I want to create for our Library 101 asynchronous program, but I can't seem to get the urge to actually start writing.
  • Administration: Still picking away at the file renaming and organization in OneDrive.

PERSONAL
  • Estate Planning: Submitted the first round of paperwork to change over one account.
  • Email Newsletter: I'm deep in cross-promotions now. I just finished two and have another one lined up. I'm also automating sharing my newsletter on Twitter.
  • Home Projects: The husband and his dad installed our new bathroom faucet. It's really nice. I'm contemplating ordering some new dining room chairs. I would love some clear ghost chairs, but the husband is not a fan. I sat in some I really liked at a friends house by they were white. If I can find similar in another color, I may get them.
  • Hobbies: Nothing here. I think I'm going to try to get back into sending out postcards this week.

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Tuesday Tips: Use What You Know

6/21/2022

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One of the best parts of reference desk work is that any life experience can come into play.

For example, I helped a visitor today by using my personal parenting experience.

This parent was on campus with two children. The first was attending a camp on campus. The second just needed to be occupied for a few hours. I recommended a trip to the zoo or a playground up the road. I was well versed in both because I frequent them with my own child. She asked about the playground and I was able to share my experience as well as directions.

When you share information that you know well, you make a stronger case. You can share more details and insights which gives a fuller picture.

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The Weekly Wrap: June 19, 2022

6/19/2022

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I don't like driving. I learned to drive in a small town with one stoplight. The main road hazards where snow and deer. I didn't like driving then. Now, I live in a city with terrible traffic and many more than one stop light. The main road hazards are... everything. I really don't like driving now.

I managed to go over a decade without driving a car. Between public transit, Uber, and a husband who doesn't mind driving, it was pretty easy to avoid having to get behind the wheel myself. 

Then, we had a kid.

I knew, from a safety and life perspective, it would be easier for us if I just started driving again.

I started easy. I drove with my husband in the car only going to and from daycare. Then I did a few solo drives to the grocery store. Then I leveled up to taking our kiddo to and from school. Now, I occasionally do longer solo jaunts to run errands.

On Friday, I drove to CostCo. It's just over 17 miles roundtrip. I literally turn onto the main street outside our building, pick the middle lane, and stay there until I turn into the mall that houses the warehouse. There are no turns. I don't need to change lanes. I drive there outside of rush hour.

I hate it. My FitBit clocks my heart rate like I'm running up stairs. 


But I did it. It's the second time I've done this trip and it was a little easier than the first. With time, I hope I get less anxious about driving. 

Just don't ask me to get on a highway anytime soon.

What scary things do you push through?

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  • What is rarely read on Wikipedia. [colin_morris]
  • The problem with budget culture. [Culture Study]
  • Don't forget the dip! [EATER]
  • When your research is not as niche as you think. [Chronicle of Higher Education - may be paywalled]
  • The Millennial Consumer Subsidy is ending. [The Atlantic - may be paywalled]
  • Okay, but what it they're covered in salt? That's my favorite part of trail mix. [TIME]
  • How to get the most out of your CSA or Farm Share. [The Farm Share Newsletter]
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  • Title IX worked, but there's still a way to go. Women's sports are still treated as second class. [Up First]
  • The most versatile pan in the kitchen. [Short Wave]
  • Mental accounting makes us behave weirdly. [Hidden Brain]
  • Political affiliation is now a determinant of health. [Short Wave]
  • The culture of taking a real lunch break. [Planet Money]
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  • When we don't know what to watch, we tend to put on action flicks. That's how we ended up watching Interceptor. It's not good but it's also not bad. The supposed shocks in the narrative were pretty telegraphed. Also, this film took itself far too seriously for what it was.  Plus, you could see the choreography of the fight scenes. [Netflix]
  • I added The Lost City to our list the second I saw the trailer. It has the perfect cast for the story. Plus, it knows what it is and doesn't take itself too seriously. Since we rented this, we watched it twice because it was that enjoyable. The only question I have is, how would we categorize this film? Rom-com? Action Romance? I'm stumped. [Amazon Prime]
  • I knew Mare of Easttown was going to be great before we started it. Once again, Kate Winslet lives up the to expectations heaped on her. This series is complex and, while I ultimately found the end game a bit contrived, that does not take away from the storytelling or film making. The creators did a wonderful job of creating a community and cast that felt real. There was truth to all the drama. That gave the series emotional punch. [HBO Max]
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  • I tried my hand at a new meatball recipe: Greek turkey meatballs with orzo and feta sauce. The meatballs were great. The feta sauce came out a bit grainy. I used store brand feta and that may have been my downfall. I did skip the mint since I didn't see myself using up the extra anytime soon. [Ambitious Kitchen]
  • For my meal prep, I threw together lemony artichoke and quinoa salad. I love salads that include grains. We had some extra cherry tomatoes and feta so I tossed those in as well.  Might add cucumber next time. [Budget Bytes]
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Just Good Things #42

6/17/2022

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DC is under a heat advisory today. I just got back from a walk, and it is downright sultry outside. I'm grateful for air conditioning and the refreshing fizzy water I'm drinking. 

Here's what else was good in my week:
  • I managed to fit everything from my CostCo run into spaces that work for me.
  • I drove to said CostCo by myself without freaking out.
  • Ordering dinner from the delicious dim sum place and trying a few new things.
  • Watching our kid use a small bouncy house with utter joy
  • Work paid for lunch 
  • Finally scrubbing the ring out of our bathtub
  • Pancakes for dinner
  • Knocking some of the needle items off my to do list
  • Nabbing a spot in the lot when I needed to most

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The Now: June 15, 2022

6/15/2022

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The AC in our office decided to take a vacation today. It currently feels like 96 outside. My colleague let me yoink her tower fan since she is working from home today. Thankfully, that makes my cubicle a tolerable temperature. I find it difficult to do deep work when I'm too warm. Also, I took tomorrow and Friday off to add to the long weekend. Ergo, nothing but admin and clean up today.

Here's what I've been working on lately.

WORK
  • Research Assignment Design: Finished my first secondary coding pass. I am hopeful that the rest of the passes are as smooth as this one was. This is getting bumped up to the top of my list because we agreed to have our personal coding done by the end of July.
  • Presentations: Still haven't tweaked my slides for my internal presentation next week. I'm not worried because it should only take me about an hour.
  • LibGuides: I am getting feedback from some of our faculty on two of the new topic guides I made. I will incorporate the material they recommended soon. I also promoted our guides in the subscription newsletter I sent out today.
  • Instruction: We held our first ever faculty retreat to discuss our library instruction program. While the afternoon was kind of all over the place, it did give us a lot of ideas for what we want the program to look like and how to move forward. We actually made sure to end by discussing tangible things we can start working on now. This proved to be a timely event because the head of our Gen Ed program discussed ways we can better incorporate our teaching into their program.
  • Administration: Still picking away at the file renaming and organization in OneDrive.

PERSONAL
  • Estate Planning: Still on my to do list, but no movement.
  • Email Newsletter: Decided to change this bullet point to just talking about my newsletter instead of only the paid section. I did some cross-promotion and that got me over 50 new followers. I am also more actively promoting my work on my Twitter account. Next up, I plan on integrating more of this content into my LinkedIn.
  • Home Projects: I gave myself tomorrow and Friday off. I am going to give our home a deep clean. That includes things like dusting baseboards and finally using  magic eraser to clear off the scuffs on our walls. 
  • Hobbies: I'm trying to be more deliberate about taking time for hobbies I enjoy. Last week, I purposefully logged off my computer early (two nights in a row!) and put together a gorgeous owl puzzle a friend passed my way. I like accountability so I think if I add this as a thing to discuss I may find more time for my hobbies.

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Now On My TBR

6/13/2022

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I really need to start reading all the calligraphy books on my TBR list...
Y​ou can see my complete TBR list on Pinterest.
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